After many years of counselling, workshops, retreats, healing, psychotherapy and lots of other strangely wonderful experiences, I realized that I had been missing something really important. I didn't find it overnight but I can honestly say that, over a 15 year period, I did find something.
In a strange way, I found ME. Authentic ME. Creative Me. Passionate ME. Gentle and Quiet ME. Fearful ME. Little ME and Big ME.
I had learned a deep acceptance of me - ALL OF ME. I had learned to open. I had learned to sit with pain, mine and others, without trying to fix it. Finally, I was "coming home" to myself.
Many teachers and courageous souls accompanied me along the way. Thank you all for the wisdom and support you shared with me. Thank yiout oo to all of those who disagrees with me and took issue with me, and brought me to my edges. You have been great teachers too!